we'll just have to see..

ok.. i went to sabathani to answer phones for a few hours and i'm pretty sure i gave the other workers there the idea that i'm either lesbian or bi.. haha. i told justin and sherri it was my birthday today, sherri asked me how old i was and she said surprised, "OH!" after i told her i was 40.. i'm not sure i really look it (fredrick DID make sure i had my ID in case they checked it at the strip club.. i'm honestly not sure i look old enough to go to a strip club haha). then she asked me if i had any plans for my birthday and i kinda smirked while i said, "well.. my boyfriend and i are going to a strip club.. rick's cabaret.." then her face turned a little disgusted and she said, "oh!" hahaha so i'm sure everyone in the offices surrounding the main office heard because justin wished me a "happy birthday" a little after. i'm still debating whether to slip pants on instead of this skirt.. i'd probably give off the stud vibe then. heh- unless i just found my leggings and slipped them on but they might look odd with the shirt i have on. i can just imagine the thoughts going through my co-workers heads right now. like i'm the perverted-confused little girl. ah well. it's MY birthday. i could care less what anyone thinks. it's my first time going to a strip club and it seems appropriate on my FORTIETH BIRTHDAY- since i can't celebrate it where i was born. i actually yawned a few times on my way back from sabathani.. i hope i make it through the night. sometimes i get stupid when i'm tired- so that may happen or i'll just be uninterested in everything- which i hope doesn't happen. we'll just have to see.